Losing a friend

I lost a friend some days ago. I am very pragmatic when it comes to life and death. I realize we all die and it's inevitable, so I'm not very rattled when someone dies but it makes me sad of course and I miss the person that was once so full of life. It also makes me anxious because I know it could happen to me any time and there are so many things I want to do before I go. Places I want to visit, like walking in a volcano in Iceland, travel with a dog sleigh and see the northern lights and stuff like that. People I want to meet, maybe some new ones but mostly people I have already met and that I haven't seen in a long while. I want to sit in the shadow under a tree during a hot day, listening to music and watching the sun through the dancing leaves. I want to kiss that special person, you know who you are. I want to make love in the moonlight (with lots of mosquito repellant at hand lol). There is just so much to do. Doing this with the house is one of the things that I have always wanted to do. Getting the Mustang was another thing. When I'm done whit the house I will start on my travels. I would love to have someone with me but I realize that might never happen. It is what it is.

With this I just want to say; Uffen, I wish you could have had all your dreams fulfilled while living to old age. I'm heartbroken that you couldn't and I promise I will do my best to not waste my life. Thank you for your wonderful friendship. You truly were one of a kind and I will miss you so much. <3