Travel

Leaving for US tomorrow morning. Everything is packed and ready and I should be excited as fuck. But I'm not. Instead I'm almost depressed and I got a really bad headache. It feels like I don't even want to go. I don't understand this because I love to travel and we have a lot of stuff planned, like roadtrip to Seattle and tour to Alcatraz and so. I have no idea what is going on and it freaks me out a little. Maybe I just need some good music to get me in the right mood. Because right now I wouldn't give a rat's ass if I go tomorrow or not.